Disguise

Friday, February 25, 2005 // 6:48 PM

Today is bad for me.

got speech day rehearsal after sch. I am in the marching contingent and somemore, I'm the right marker. Honestly, I dun wanna be the right marker lor, have to look for so many marks on the floor. Just hope that someone will take over my place as a right marker.

During marching, I duno why my hand got to knock against the staircase[where ur hand support on it]. Mind you, it is made of metal. My hand got red after that. I couldn't do anything but to continue marching. -sigh- It is painful and I was screaming inside when I knock onto it. Argh! Just hope that it wont turn blue black. -praying-

Thursday, February 24, 2005 // 10:54 PM

I've been rather busy these days, doing notes, revising for tests and blah blah blah...Those works are never ending one..oh ya, mini exams are coming in less than 2 weeks time. Gosh, i haven got to revise my physics, chem & geo. that doesn't mean that I have revise for other subj, I just flip through them only.

I'm rather worried abt my physics, I guess every1 is. ms neo couldn't tok properly and my question mark is getting bigger and bigger as time goes by. aiyo, y must she be our phy teacher?

Dreams

Wednesday, February 23, 2005 // 12:50 PM

Dreams. Everyone have their own dreams. It is just a matter of time when they realise their dreams. Some people pursue their dreams while some may not, as if their dreams would come true if they do not pursue it. [haha!]

Honestly, I do not believe in dreams. It is too unrealistic and is not very likely to happen. However, I do believe dreams when I'm sleeping. I like the life in my dream, everything just go smoothly as what I want. Sometimes, I really wish I will not wake up from my sleep. [dream on!]

Dreams don't last. Only consistent people can hold on to their dreams for years. Or else, it is nearly impossible to have the same dream throughout your life.

Monday, February 21, 2005 // 3:08 PM

I'm glad that everything is back to normal. But I dun feel quite right, its kind of weird...

Going back to sch later for GG becos tml is GG's thinking day. We're suppose to wear full-u and damn it that I left my uniform at my aunt hse to mend it. -sigh- Have to go to my aunt hse at kallang area just to get that pathetic uniform. Why must we wear full-u? Argh!!!

Saturday, February 19, 2005 // 8:01 PM

Maybe we shouldn't do that at first. We should think of her feelings and privacy. But i think no one expect that kind of reaction from her. No one. She gives us a real shock. We dun meant to do this, I thought u will just forget abt it.

Maybe letting both sides to cool down will make the situation better. Just wait for monday and we will all know what's the situation will be after cooling down. -sigh-

Friday, February 18, 2005 // 12:50 PM

Drama

The drama was a sucess, I thought. Although we did the wrong thing on stage, that part came out well and luckily, even the audiences did not noticed about that.

I was acting as one of the dwarfs. Its fun acting on the stage but our knees were often in pain and eventually, turn black after each rehearsal. Sometimes when we kneel for such a long time that our legs became so cramp. But its all worth it!

The props and costume group were the most tiring ones. They need to figure out what the actors need and then produce it in such a short period time. No doubt that those masks are well done. *claps* It represents each of the cartoon characters so well and made the audiences have no difficulties to recognise who is which.

The day of performing got everyone of us end up being nervous. Everyone were like 'lost' at the backstage. But they eventually got their way out in the middle of the play. Hearing those audiences' laughter, it brought me to so much satisfaction. I think everyone felt that too.

This play really boost my courage on standing the stage again. I'm glad that this play got the class unite as one. xD

Monday, February 14, 2005 // 7:21 PM

Change a new skin because the previous one go disppear for duno what reason lah. So find a skin and just put it here lor.. Honestly, I prefer a black skin but I couldn't find it so bear with this skin first. I know its very plain but I will change it when I'm free, okayy? Probably in the march holiday? I duno. Lots of things to be done lah..in a rush now. Blog tmr. xDD

Friday, February 11, 2005 // 2:03 PM

My headache is back. Gosh, I feel so uncomfortable. Gonna eat panadols again to ease my pain. -sigh-

Thursday, February 10, 2005 // 7:42 PM

new year eve.
Went to my grandma's hse for reunion dinner and for the first time, we had steamboat plus a BBQ. HaHa..it is simply delicious!! BBQ is definitely nicer than the steamboat but I thought it is bad for health lah so i din eat too much. After tat steamboat-cum-bbq session, I got to eat shark's fin!!! It's my favourite. HaHa.. but only ate a bowl because I was too full. [plus i dun wanna grow any fatter] haha..

1st day of new year
Woke up early in the morning to get myself prepared. Went to grandma's hse and den then to my great-grandfather's hse at Ang Mo Kio. I was sitting on the back of my dad's lorry and my hair goes messy, messy and MESSY. haha, my sis's hair too but i duno how can her hair be messy when she is sitting in the front?

Reach there and received lots of angbaos. Haha.. but this year's angbaos is lesser compared to last year. But its okayy lah.. Gambled again and lost money again. I dun wanna gamble at first but those relatives says that normally, I would be the first to call everyone to gamble but am I the first? I duno lah..they says my bro is the same too..haha.. My luck aren't tat good..keep losing and losing. -sigh-

Went to watch movie, ''I do,I do'' during the evening with my sis becos there's nothin to do at ang mo kio. haha, the movie is worth to watch. its funny but i din laugh that much as my sis lah because something spoilt my mood. My sis told me tat my grand uncle have lung cancer and I think its the last stage. -sigh- Its surprising because I thought he got admitted to the hospital because he fainted? I duno, he suppose to be in good health, i thought. But lung cancer is expected for him.. how can him not get lung cancer when he smoke and drink everyday? haiz..he dotes on me so much and i dun wanna him to leave me so soon..

2nd day of new year
Mood got better but it soon got worser as i visit my grandmother[dad's side]. I stepped in grandmother's hse and the feeling is weird. I smell something weird and dad notice there's a gas leakage somewhere in the hse. dad off the duno-wat-gas thingy and ask my grandmother abt it but my grandmother dun even smell anything wrong..I'm really worried for them..

Sometime, I really admire my granduncle[dad's side]. He's deaf and mute when he is born but he can actually live like normal ppl. He's cute, I duno how to describe it, he's just CUTE lah!!! haha...

After that, went for some shopping since we have nowhere to visit. Bought a digi-cam[yeah!!], but dad doesn't seem to be happy about it, he says we r wasting money again. -sigh-

Went back home and my cousin came and those adults started on their mahjong. Its so noisy!!! i can't tahan anymore... Urgh!!! haha...

Tuesday, February 08, 2005 // 3:28 PM

Just have my nap and I'm still tired. -sigh- Gonna go to my grandma hse later to have the reunion dinner. Duno going there so early for what? Nothing to do there so I probably bring my homeworks along. New year and there's still homework...

The celebration in sch today was so boring. Every year is the same lor...

Saturday, February 05, 2005 // 10:45 PM

Lotsa of things happen today. Too tired to type it all here lah, was out early in the morning and was onli back by now. Blog tmr.

Friday, February 04, 2005 // 6:34 PM

Physics was a lil difficult, I thought. Most questions were unclear and i think I will flunk the drawings part. Hope that i can pass, a just pass mark will do.

Guides was bored as usual. Haha. Oh ya, I got promoted! I'm happy of course but the feeling was like not quite right lah. Being promoted means there will be more jobs assigned for me. -sigh- I just realised that it is more difficult to organise a game than to just play a game.

CNY is coming. It seems that everyone is lookin forward to it. Mind you, I'm not except for the ang baos becos when visiting relatives, I will be sitting somewhere alone. No one toks to me lar because of generation gap?

Wednesday, February 02, 2005 // 3:37 PM

I dun understand myself. why do I interfere others' personal matters when I can't even settle mine?